My epic Nemo Pyramid/Tower thing.
Not my room in the background…LOL
Living.In.Secret
My name is Samantha.
Hobbies + Interests: Dancing.Singing.Writing.Reading.Watching Anime/Drama.Talking. Playing games. Helping out.Listening to music.
LOL….Hot guys dancing~! They’re really good D:
:O Disney <3
Jello orangesssss. I wanna make them some day~
Cute, no~? xP
My first song/poem/soem~
My first love~ =]
All this time
I felt this connection
Between you and I
And here I lie
Wondering what went wrong
Isolating myself from
Everyone but you
You’ve always been
The one I turn to
What is this
This pain I feel
A pain in my chest…
In my heart
I don’t know it
I don’t recognize it
It’s so painful that
I don’t want to experience
This pain
Ever again
This pain is indescribable
I wonder
If it’s ever possible
To help me
To do me a favor
All I need for you
For you is
Will you
Can you help me
Do this one favor
Just tell me that
You’ve always loved me
Just tell me that
You’ll love me once again
It’s alright if you do not
Mean what I ask of
I just want this pain
This pain to leave me
It’ll ease the pain
So, I plead to you
Please, please,
Say it once more
Your “I love you’s”
Just say it once more
So, free me from the darkness
No matter how much
I love you
I knew it
Knew it
From the very start
You don’t love me
The way you used to
I’m all alone
Lying here
Listening to songs
That drowns my sorrows
As I listen
The song starts to
Describe the future
That I’ve always wanted
You
It’s you that I want
In my future
In my life
In my past
My present
I knew from the start
That all this is just
A mere fantasy
And it’s just another
Confession from me
From another girl
I know I’m not
Who you want
I know I’m not
The one you love
The one you want
But to me
You’re the one for me
You’re the only one
I see
I hear
I want
But most of all
The one I love
I’ve dreamed of
You and me
Together forever
But now
I can tell
It’s just a dream
It will not become reality
No matter how much
I pray to God
No matter how much
No matter how much
I wish upon a shooting star
No matter how much
I love you
It will not happen
I know it’s going to be alright
I tell myself
All this time
That’s everything’s going
To be alright
Though
This pain is
Still lingering on
In my chest
In my heart
I’m beginning to
Understand the pain
Again, I plead to you
Please, please tell me that
You’ll love me again
You’ll love me once more
I just want this pain
To vanish
To disappear
I really do
But there’s a part of me
I want to keep it
Why?
Because it reminds of
You and me
I want us to be so much more
Than just friends
But, who am I kidding
This is too much
Too much to ask you for
So, it’s time for
Me to move on
For, all this is
All just fiction
All just a dream
All just a mere fantasy
It means nothing
Nothing to you
Before I go
There is something
Something I must say
What I’ve always wanted to say
To you
More than words can express
More than words can tell
I want to tell you
All this time
I love you and
I’ve always had loved you
And I still do
I’ve loved you from the very start
Of our friendship
Now that I can
See that it’s impossible
I will cherish our friendship
There’s only one thing left
For me to say to you
Goodbye, my love
Who knew…?
I wonder time and time again, how many people have suffered from their loved ones? Probably everyone, at least once, I’m not being pessimistic or anything …but love is so so funny and weird! In one moment, anything can change. I don’t know about anyone else’s past life or anything, but I can relate to whatever it is that you’re going through. Rofl. I’m sorry I’m like saying things all over the place…so new at bloggin!!! o_o;;
Pretty much, every single heartbreak and my life is written in a “soem” format… (Soem meaning Song and Poem together…) *LONG PAUSE CAUSE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO PUT >_<* ….I have shown my poems or soems to my friends and they can relate to the pain I feel.
Ack…I’ll continue this another day…writer’s block…
